It gets harder and harder

Curtis left for Seattle this afternoon. I know I will see him soon, I know this isn't forever, I know this is for our future, but it doesn't get any easier to say goodbye when he leaves. I always cry until I call Barbie and she calms me down. I'm so glad I have her for she knows EXACTLY what I'm going through and knows exactly what to say. I can't wait for when I don't have to go through this anymore! I miss you already Curtis and I love you so much :-(